Post by Pippin on Oct 10, 2009 20:26:52 GMT -5
Pippin knew she must be dreaming lucidly. She chose her actions. She felt her regret.
But they were still hers. They were still hers. They were. And they were her choices from the past, and she chose the ones she hadnt, just to see where she might've ended up.
But back then she was not a Firestarter, and her name was not Pippin. She was only a young street wretch, and back then she had a fierce tongue, and she would cut her lank dirty hair with metal scrap, and she would thieve compulsively to eat whatever she could get her small hands on.
But back then, she was not a killer. Proffesionaly, ofcourse.
Because if you're going to kill, why do it unproffesionaly?
But they all led up, eventually, to a choice she'd never regretted making, the choice that made her so fiercely happy, like nothing ever had. Like no one ever had.
But back then, she was by herself. But she was still herself.
Pippin woke to the unpleasant taste of caked on sand against her lips. It was everywhere, oh lord it was everywhere, sticking in bunches to her eyelashes and all about her clothes, brimming in her hair and a sheet against her skin, as though she was nothing more than a small dune.
Her skin burned and her muscles were tense and throbbing with a not so gentle reminder of immense pain, and despite it she sat up and felt more than a few pounds of sand fall away from her. but even more of it seemed crusted to her, and she did not open her eyes for fear of being blinded.
Confusion did not set in. But she'd give it a moment.
Finally letting her eyes open as she tried to rub away the tiny burning grains, she saw no more of an impressive sight than she'd expected, rippling waves of endless sand that dipped in and around and out of sight.
Aksumite Desert? How? She squinted as a shiver of wind cast up a preposterous amount of sand. I have no memory....how long have I been here? I last remember... She tried, then tried further, until she knew she'd been on a mission for the Firestarters last. But to where, for what purpose...no, there was nothing. She stood, her legs wobbly. She hardly trusted them; they were stiff, as though she'd been completely still for days, a motionless sandy corpse. She wiped the sand from her lips.
And now what?
But they were still hers. They were still hers. They were. And they were her choices from the past, and she chose the ones she hadnt, just to see where she might've ended up.
But back then she was not a Firestarter, and her name was not Pippin. She was only a young street wretch, and back then she had a fierce tongue, and she would cut her lank dirty hair with metal scrap, and she would thieve compulsively to eat whatever she could get her small hands on.
But back then, she was not a killer. Proffesionaly, ofcourse.
Because if you're going to kill, why do it unproffesionaly?
But they all led up, eventually, to a choice she'd never regretted making, the choice that made her so fiercely happy, like nothing ever had. Like no one ever had.
But back then, she was by herself. But she was still herself.
Pippin woke to the unpleasant taste of caked on sand against her lips. It was everywhere, oh lord it was everywhere, sticking in bunches to her eyelashes and all about her clothes, brimming in her hair and a sheet against her skin, as though she was nothing more than a small dune.
Her skin burned and her muscles were tense and throbbing with a not so gentle reminder of immense pain, and despite it she sat up and felt more than a few pounds of sand fall away from her. but even more of it seemed crusted to her, and she did not open her eyes for fear of being blinded.
Confusion did not set in. But she'd give it a moment.
Finally letting her eyes open as she tried to rub away the tiny burning grains, she saw no more of an impressive sight than she'd expected, rippling waves of endless sand that dipped in and around and out of sight.
Aksumite Desert? How? She squinted as a shiver of wind cast up a preposterous amount of sand. I have no memory....how long have I been here? I last remember... She tried, then tried further, until she knew she'd been on a mission for the Firestarters last. But to where, for what purpose...no, there was nothing. She stood, her legs wobbly. She hardly trusted them; they were stiff, as though she'd been completely still for days, a motionless sandy corpse. She wiped the sand from her lips.
And now what?